So I updated Tuesday. You just can't tell. I even put up thinspo and changed my page a bit (mostly to procrastinate studying) and it shows up on my edit page where you can cange your 'feel' or whatever but NOT on the actual page. This is not the first time this has occured. Also not the first time it has failed to put up my post.

I'm done with exmas! It's spring holiday :D

Today is also day 22, 22 being my lucky number I have a good feeling about today, despite the fact I am getting a cold. I just took this cold med that you are supposed to take at the 'first signs' tastes like complete shit. I better not get a cold.

Weddings are quickly approaching, if I don't make my goal weight I don't know what I'm going to do, there will be definate panic attacks involved though.

Not much to say, Good luck on your last week of term one girlies!

So I ate a cracker/cookie. Just one, but I ate it. I am so furious.

Normally at day 15 I allow myself to have a fruit- like an apple, orange, etc. Something healthy low cal and can help my body and still count as my fasting. Well f-ck my life. I am about to give up fasting. I feel disgusting. I ate a bloody chocolate covered cracker. I am debating starting my fast over... even though it was for Lent I'll just do my Lent all over again.Or just quitting. Exams are next week. I want to scream.

France is tomorrow!! So excited, clubbing all night long. Except minour(or HUGE) detail. I look dreadful in my clothes because I have not lost the amount I planed I'm 8lbs behind. I don't know what to do. If I had worked out on the days I lazed instead I wouldn't be having this problem.

So thank you everyone for commenting- sorry I've been only posting and not reading your guys blogs- miss you lovelies. I will be more active after I'm back from France and studying for exams are fini!

::Brief Thinspo Dance/Party-like::

^girl in the wedding dress looks small to me, lucky^

^everyone wants ballerina bodies^

^miss notorious Party-Girl-Paris on the left and Britney-Who-Needs-a-Life of the right^ 

^wish my legs looked that good in a dress^

Always remember the sad but true fact: No one wants to be mates with the fattest girl in the room, let alone be her.

As Always

Day 13- it's an unlucky number... I'm figuring I don't loose any lbs because of it.

So yesterday- just my luck (seriously!) my mate texted me sick and asked to resched. Thankfully! But thanks everyone who gave advice.

In a horrid rush today. I've got no time to even upload thinspiration. Hope all are doing well- and stay strong and live food free.

To make up for today I'll do a double long post tomorrow. Cheers lovelies!

Today is going by sooo slow. Maybe because it is a hard dreary rain

Bright Side- still fasting and it is day 9

Down Side- I feel like eating. which I WILL NOT do. Days that go by slowly usually do this to me. Which means time for some self-yoga. Burns cals and keeps me away from thinking of food.

Generally I like rain. Today it just makes me feel tired and bored. Class was dull. Work will be dull. Speaking of work I need another job because I can only get a wee bit of hours on my time sheet because our shop is doing really poorly atm. I'm just glad I haven't been told to leave! That is how slow it is. I've applied places but not gotten called, mostly I believe, because no one is actively hiring.

To me, not complaining- but to me the UEN hmwrk hasn't been that great of late. Though since when is homework great? Mostly it feels a tad boring to me. I missed yesterdays >< I'm sorry! So I'm about to do it today. Thinking maybe outfitting my journal with some lovely thinspo. Make it more unique. Though I do already have a book dedicated just to that. We shall see.

::Thinspo::

 UEN Day 2 Fast Day 7

Sooo bad day with weightloss yesterday morning, stepping on the scale again last night. No change. Was so sad. I wanted to cry. I would not be able to handle my life if I wasn't loosing weight while fasting. Checked my scale this morning. I jumped up and down. I've lost 9lbs since I started the fast, which means I lost 3 yesterday. I don't care what kind of weight I lost, it is the fact I lost it.

I'm going off to yoga now- just wanted to get some update incase I can't manage one later today- Tuesday is my super busy day. Just note: yoga pants=so very very unflattering for people who weigh too much (like myself) It took a lot of convincing for my mate to get me to go- but in the end, I realize it will only help me actually look good in yoga pants! That will be a blessed day.

My octopus is almost finished. I shall post a picture when it is done! Dzień dobry! -good morning in Polish (my learn a new language day)

Cheers everyone- drink lots of water!