Friday, 13 March 2009

• Crackers

  So I ate a cracker/cookie. Just one, but I ate it. I am so furious.

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  FASTING DAY: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40

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  Normally at day 15 I allow myself to have a fruit- like an apple, orange, etc. Something healthy low cal and can help my body and still count as my fasting. Well f-ck my life. I am about to give up fasting. I feel disgusting. I ate a bloody chocolate covered cracker. I am debating starting my fast over... even though it was for Lent I'll just do my Lent all over again.Or just quitting. Exams are next week. I want to scream.

  France is tomorrow!! So excited, clubbing all night long. Except minour(or HUGE) detail. I look dreadful in my clothes because I have not lost the amount I planed I'm 8lbs behind. I don't know what to do. If I had worked out on the days I lazed instead I wouldn't be having this problem.

  So thank you everyone for commenting- sorry I've been only posting and not reading your guys blogs- miss you lovelies. I will be more active after I'm back from France and studying for exams are fini!

  ::Brief Thinspo Dance/Party-like::

  

  ^girl in the wedding dress looks small to me, lucky^

   

  ^everyone wants ballerina bodies^

  

  ^miss notorious Party-Girl-Paris on the left and Britney-Who-Needs-a-Life of the right^ 

  

  ^wish my legs looked that good in a dress^

  Always remember the sad but true fact: No one wants to be mates with the fattest girl in the room, let alone be her.

   

   

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